What’s wrong with me? Do I have sucker written on my forehead? Is there some neon sign on my back I don’t now about? I’m telling you I have thee worst luck when it comes to meeting normal people. I have nothing against women…duh I am one…however the bad ones always seem to find me. Maybe that’s why I lean towards hanging out with my husband and the guys. I don’t expect too much from them…they’re men‚ haha funny. Sorry guys!
Is it so much to ask to meet a normal person? As in normal I mean good values and morales and share some of the same goals in life as I do. I have the women of our family and believe me they have been my saviors at times. ♥ Not taking anything away from them or the few great girlfriends I do have or my blogging buddies who I LOVE…I would like to meet some women that I can have long friendships with. I know some of the ones that went bad aren’t all their faults…others I put entirely all the blame on them. :}
Am I the only one that attracts these poisons…life suckers if you will? I don’t even want to use the “D” word because I hate it so much. You’ll figure out what that is if you haven’t already. People who make up stories just hear themselves talk‚ or judge your every word or step you may take. How about the ones that steal‚ lie‚ live less than honorable lives? I’m no June Cleaver but I do have standards! The ones that help pull you down when they see you are weak and turn around and call you their best friend!
Best friends?!? Friends??? Hmmm lets see…the definition of friend is a person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade. One whom supports and sympathizes. The meaning is fairly simple in my opinion. Why is so hard for others to comprehend this?
I started writing this thinking I had so much to say about people in general that are all about the “D” and now it all kinda just makes me sit back and look at my life now. I have weeded all them out and will continue to do so as I see fit. My life isn’t perfect nor do I try to make it that way. I do live by my own morales and values and stand firm on them now. I’m no longer a walking mat nor do I have that damn neon sign on my back anymore. I’m 1OO% okay with my life and the people in it. I don’t have a wall up‚ however I am hesitant about people and how genuine they really are.
For the women who are 3O going on 16…let me give you a piece of advice if I may. It’s okay to change to better yourself. It’s okay to grow up and have real relationships with people. Take a good look around and see how many “friends” are still standing by your side? If high school is where you want to be then high school BS is what you’re going to get! As for me…nah…I never liked high school anyway! Not only is that chapter of my life closed….I have closed the book and it’s not one that will ever be opened again!